Out of the Ordinary

Everday's a special day

Sunday, June 24, 2007

So use

to have dad or any of my family members (guys) doing everything for us (girls)

When I come across guy friends who doesn't help girls to do things like taking chairs, asking what we want to eat and do the order, holding the door or helping us to carry stuff....I am so put off by them!!!

So far, I've come across 2 guys hahaha and yes! it's like a diasaster to me!!! They just walked off without waiting of us (girls) and also no holding doors for us...And I almost slam my face into the door everytime I walked behind them. And also when we go out in a group of girls and he's the only guy, he won't help us (girls) to look for chairs or get the table...we, girls have to go look for it.

I don't know....I just cannot accept guys who can't do this little things. It's just courtesy. Nothing else.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Internet

I didn't realise HOW DEPENDENT I am towards internet with my work or should I say the whole office!

Today when the internet was down at the bungalow, everyone had to literally move to studio hahaha to work. I came back from lunch and not many ppl was there. Only Lee Lian. But then I had to leave for a reccee down at KL and when I came back, the office was like deserted. Only a few colleagues were there waiting for their time to come to play as an extra in a drama hahaha

It was barely 7pm when I got back from KL!!! The office is normally still busy at that hour. It only quiets down by 9pm.

It jus hit me that my work, I depend on the internet so much. Without it working, it's like we're totally crippled from it!

Oooo and btw this is a conversation I was having with Meera, my housemate. I was cleaning the fridge and I came across some rotten apples in the plastic bag.

Me : Hey! Who's apples are these? In the plastic bag?

Meera : (Cooking) It's mine! It's in the plastic bag right? But they're pears.

Me : No, they're apples. It's the red plastic bag.

Meera : No, they're pears in the plastic bag. They're MINE.

Me : No, they're apples that have gone bad.

Meera : No...they're pears la...

Me : My darling...I know how to differientiate apples and pears. (went to show Meera)

Meera : Oooooo....oooooo.....hahaha ya ya they're apples. Nope not mine!

Me : GRRRRRRRRR......ahahahah

* Meera thought I can't tell between an apple or a pear!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA

Saturday, June 16, 2007

49 days

I'm still counting the days that Grandpa left us all =)

I can still remember the smile and laugh that he has. He'd laugh with his shoulders going up and down.

I can still remember the way he reads the newspaper while seating on the rocking chair, his right hand will be resting on the right arm rest.

I can still picture the way he'd tease grandma when grandma starts complaining a lot...how he mimicks her that made us laugh.

His favourite breakfast food is kolok mee. With no fail, every morning, he'd go for his kolok mee. Even if he's in Miri or Kuching. That's his favourite.

His favourite drink will be nescafe 3 in 1, the red colour packet. He'll drink one in the morning, later in the afternoon, then evening. At least 3 times a day. But when he goes out, kopi O is his drink.

Tomorrow will the 49th day that he has left us, left this world of ours.

My heart is still breaking when I think of him. I still want to see him giving me that smile of his. I wish I could but I can't anymore.

Friday, June 15, 2007

What's been decided

I've decided to forget what had happen =)

Even deleted the post hahahaha

Oh wells...wouldn't want to care much about it =)

If they are still keeping their distant from me, then I'll know what friends they are. Yes, it's my fault but then I apologised. I admitted my wrong doings. What's more, I tried to keep the air back to normal.

I've tried my best to do whatever I can so there's no awkwardness or strain between us. But if things are still cold and still, then I know. I've had arguments with friends and we are still friends. Even closer than ever. I guess that's why we are dare to show our true colours with one another when we're called close friends =) They like us no matter what we are. Be it angry or what...and of course there's tension but then it'll wear off. I mean I may be happy today and angry tomorrow or even sad. That's why we need friends to cheer us up and be there for us. I may get angry at you but I know you are all willing to forgive me after that. I trust you to be there for me when I'm being hit by storm.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

GnG

Balloon Girlss
Syok sendiri
Posers

Was helping out at Gol & Gincu drama series today.

Started off as umbrella girl...too bad no F1 hahahaha

Then move to Balloon girl...with all the pink and white balloons hahaha

Then later to water girl...think of water boy hahaha

Oh well it was all FUN =)
Will upload with more pics from Gwo gwo laterz

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Memories forever n ever

Yesterday as I was going through my phone msges...I came across this particular msg which I have yet to delete.

It was dated on the 30th April at 8:09:59 in the morning. It was from mum, who was about to go on board in a bus to go back to Miri.

The msg goes like this :

'Ah Kong collapse just now. Resuscitate done. Now ok. May need to go to Kuch. On my way back to Miri now. Need to reserve battery. Keep you informed.'

That was the last msg I recieved stating grandfather's alive. When I recieved that msg, I did sat down and said a little prayer in my heart. To ask God to let him pull through. But then at 10am, dad called to say grandfather has passed on...

Till today, everyone are still trying to get on with our daily own routine without him around. It's very hard. I've been pushing this thoughts away for the past 2 weeks, and yes when I am busy, I don't think much about him. But when I saw this msg yesterday again...memories all came back =)

I missed him dearly...I wish I could still speak to him the last time before he went on....it hurts a lot.