Letting Go

Letting go is hard but I know I'll find something new again.

I've got a job down in singapore with a local production house. Going to start on the 15th of May. I've to make lots of fast decision. My piano is SOLD =( it's really painful to see it go but I guess I just have to for now. I can get a new one later one perhaps a better one =) *in another words, i'm trying to console myself here*

I've officially finished my exams...it's now me into working world. For the past few days I was really happy but somehow now I'm starting to get a bit scared. Scared of leaving all the familiar things behind and going down to a new place. All on my own.

I guess that's life to begin with. A challenge to face everytime when going to a new place. I believe with all the support my friends' are giving me I think I'd survive. Besides, with all the new technologies, communication won't be that hard at all hahaha *see I'm trying to console myself again*

Anywayz, I know I can cope with everything with God giving me His support and care. I trust in Him in that. Oh yea I also have very nice new housemates in singapore hehehe

Gotta start packing again. Lots of stuff to give away...

First Paper

First paper today. It was okie...can answer but dunno if lecturer like my answer or not hahaha another 3 more papers to go and I'm graduating from university!! Woohooo

hmm...going to be exciting wkend. Going down for 2 days to settle some business first and yay gotta start going on with the next chapter of life. I sound very vague still coz I don't know what to expect in these few days to come.

Haven't been blogging for a week coz I have no idea what to blog about obviously. Gotta give away my collection of DVDs and VCDs. *sakit hati*

oh well....if you can pick it up you can also let it go. Cannot hold on to something for long. If the old one doesn't go, the new ones won't come (directly translating from a mandarin proverb) sooooo i've got to give away lots of my stuff *sobs*

Finally!!!

Yayness!!!! I finally handed in my project paper which took me almost 3 months to finished!! I officially handed it in yesterday and man it cost me almost Rm160 to do one project paper. Need to hand in 4 sets to the department. One original and the rest photocopied. I'm sooo happy and relaxed now! ahahaha NO MORE ASGMTS TO THE YEAR

Anyways even though i'm sooo happy that i've finised all my asgmts and project paper, i've got to study now for my exams starting next week...eeeekk!!! starting on wednesday till the following thursday. THEN I'M GONNA PARTYYY!!! LIKE NOBODY'S BIZ hahaha

Interesting huh life's GREAT!!

TA DA!!!

Greatalistikfantastica

IT is indeed Greatalistikfantastica. Why? Exams are coming next week! I'm pretty excited about it and also about some other things which is yet to be revealed! hehehe I can't wait for all these to end and to start something new and afresh. Thank you Daddy in Heaven

~sze hui out~

Sze Hui from now on

I'll be using the name Sze Hui officially starting from today onwards. So do address me as Sze Hui hahaha

~peace~

Hmm......

Finally, finished my thesis. Will send in the final draft to my lecturer on monday. And week after next will be my exams starting on the 19th!! Geezzzzzz i'm gonna leave uni soon *sob* i hate that feeling. I know i've been bragging about this quite some time ago but the feeling is very intense now. I won't be able to meet my friends no more if they were to go back to their hometown. I'll be starting another new chapter of life....it's gonna be exciting yet scared.

I've made few decisions ady...i'm going to continue my masters but dunno which uni yet. Will be applying if to UM for the 2nd semester but i'll have to go get the forms. Apparently the application date for 1st semester is closed ady hahaha blame myself for making the decision last min.

Work : dunno where to go yet but have been asked to go back after I finished my exams. Will see when the time comes.

I don't know what else to write : probably starting this blog wasn't a good idea in the first place hahaha don't know will I still be writing once I work since i'll be pretty busy if there's projects going on.

Getting better

Hmm...my lips ain't that swollen no more. It has gone down a lot. Now i've this nice curl lip at the tip when i smile!!! hahaha sexy smile, dion calls it hahahaha

legs still hurting. can't walk around too much but i still do. and it causes the wound to open n bleeds. gonna go to see the doc later.

having flu now sigh but i'm feeling good.

yea still gotta eat those painkillers again tonite.

nite nite

sze hui ~out~

The Most Feared has Happened

I had an accident today. Quite bad since it's the most feared I'd ever thought happen to me. Now that it has happened....

My bike's accelerator was jammed and it was not on neutral. I was going down hill pretty fast but not too fast. I couldn't control. Try changing the gear back to neutral but failed. Pulled the break but it didn't work, it continuing moving forwad quite fast. Then I fell being dragged a bit and hit my face at the kerb. My pants tore a little. Good thing i was wearing a 3/4 pants or else my legs would be much worse than what i'm having.

My left leg hurt quite badly. Few HUMONGOUS brusises. And i've 2 ankles now instead of one on my left leg. sore sore sore and my lips are half swollen. the upper left lip. some scratches and bruises on my chin. if someone saw me, they'd think i've gotten into a fight or something. That kind of injuries you see after a fight.

when all these happen, i'm just so so so thankful and grateful for my friends who are there at my side. Din especially. He was the one who helped me up. When I fell, I just called him to come without telling him that I had an accident. When he saw me standing next to my bike, he asked why didn't I tell him I was in an accident? I said I don't know what else to say except can you come now?

He helped me up, asked me to sit down. Lifted my bike up and bring it to the parking lot. Then he brought me home. We were suppose to go dinner together with RD and Said. But after the accident, I dare not show my face in public...wanna know how I look? Come and ask me and i'll show you personally. Then I told Din to buy dinner for me. After that, he and RD came and stopped by my place for a while as I was all alone at home. No one was at home so they kept me company till 10ish. After they left, Emmy came home. Then later Ee ee came to see me.

I'm just thankful that this didn't happen on the main road. It could be worse than what I'm suffering now. Thank God for that. I'm also thankful to have such caring friend, Din. I don't know what state would I be in if he wasn't there. I was totally shaken after the incident but then those 3 guys kept me entertain and made me laugh.

lurveee ya all la my friends. Thanks so much.