Getting it out once and for all

I really cannot stand it anymore with the ppl in the house I am staying well not all of them but just some particular characters in the house. I am not going to name names here....and I am writing this to get it out once and for all. To let my feelings out that's what I mean...

I seriously CANNOT take the attitude about some of them especially when it comes to MONEY matters. Seriously talking about being christians...majority of the ppl in this house ARE christians and attending services regularly. But when it comes to sharing, not many have the same idea of sharing...what's the meaning of this? I thought God told us to be sharing and thoughtful of others. Truthfully...not many are thoughtful. Most of them are SELFISH!!!

Can you actually believe initially when I had stremyx, I only shared with one of my housemates whereas the rest said that they don't use the internet much. What do you mean by not using the internet much? That is because you don't have the facility and that's why you don't use it...but when we have access to streamyx they will borrow our laptops or even computer to go online!!! Don't you think it's too much?? When you said that you do not want to go online/hardly go on the internet, I would suggest that it would be better if you do not even borrow our pcs to get the access to the internet. Using it for FOC??? And telling me about christianity?? What a shame!

I heard of my friends who are also staying in rented places but share internet. EVERYONE chips in and guess what...each one only comes up to less than RM10 per person!!! That's the spirit of sharing.

Next thing is about the TV cable. I just installed ASTRO in my room. Yes I got myself a TV and ASTRO. Initially, I asked everyone if they'd like to share the ASTRO and of course, I have guessed or thought so, they all said NO as it is not in their budget and they don't watch tv that much. Why? Because they don't have the facility. If you have ASTRO, I am sure that everyone will be watching the TV every day be it night or day or even when one is super damn busy. I can multi task? Go online and watch TV at the same time. Anyways I don't have much of the trouble with ASTRO and my housemates as they never complain. They just watch whatever I am watching =) they better be....whoever PAYS holds the POWER to the remote control =)) I don't mind them watching TV with me actually but if they have wanted to share the ASTRO bill together then everyone gets the chance to watch whenever they want. Anyways it's TOO LATE now hahaha

Next is sometimes I wish that I could hang around more with my housemates but it's just that they can be so stingy at times that really puts me off. Since I stayed here, I barelly can count the number of times I hang out with them plus going out with them with some activities. I'd suggest to go for karaoke. Well some will say I don't waste good money on this kind of entertainment. But to me it's not just the entertainment. It's the time spending together as hosuemates. To me, going with somebody is not about $$ or enjoying. It's about enjoying each other's company, to get to know one another. Believe me, I envy my friends and their housemates as they will once in a while go out for a drive, or go for dinner, or even an outing together. They are somehow close to one another.

As for me, I feel that the ppl I am staying with are just associates. I don't think I can be close to them by looking at the way they are treating one another. We are merely just associates not FRIENDS.

One more last thing, in KL (yes I Have to stress on that part), I don't have a CLOSE christian friend. Most of the friends that I have are non-christian and they seem to be more understanding than those christians friends. It really puts me off on going to church here. Whenever I see their attitude like this, I wonder what kind of teaching to they learn every week. Perhaps it's not the preacher's fault, it's probably the ppl who absorb the wrong information and practising the wrong way. I am even more close to my colleagues at work, which I am so glad.

So there, it's all out from my heart.